Love just ain't enough

Cliche' as it may seem, but the 46 months that we've been together has been wonderful.

I felt how much you loved and cared for me. You constantly made me feel that I am on top of your every priority. You made me feel special in all ways possible. That you came to my life to fill that missing piece I have been looking for. You seemed to be the answer to all my prayers. My prayer to have someone to understand me and accept me for what and who I am. Someone who will be there through my ups and downs. Someone who I can laugh and cry with. Someone who will make me happy for the rest of my life. Someone I will grow old with.

You promised me that you are going to be there for me no matter what happens and whatever comes along.

And so I have thought that you were my destiny.

But as years passed, things just changed. Unplanned. Unexpected.

You still say you love me but I don't seem to feel the sincerity anymore. You were busy on all hours and you didn't have enough time to spend with me anymore. You became insensitive of what and how I feel. I tried to understand you, but I am only human who gets tired. Tired of asking a little of your time. Tired of asking for your attention. Lapses over lapses. Mistakes over mistakes. Lies over lies. Your promises have been broken.

I know I had my share of lapses and mistakes too. I have already said sorry before but I'll say it again. I'm sorry. With all my heart.

I may have caused you pain but the one you caused me is unfathomable. I feel so alone. Lost. I miss you. :( Badly that it damn hurts. But I know I'll get over this. With the help of my family and friends, I know I can get through this storm. I have loved you. I still do. And I am confident that you feel the same way too.

But LOVE alone just isn't enough.